My Eyes...

Ah, I was having quite bad pain yesterday from eyes. 

Mild proptosis..eyes bulging.

Please pray for me.

I have suffered a lot from this disease. 

If The Lord helps the woman from Canaan, I believe, He will help me.

In the meantime I go to rest a bit.

Corcovado

I enrolled myself in a vocal class, just days before the result of my blood test was out.

I was so confident that I do not have this disease at all.

Alas....it is not a good news eh?

But vocal class has taught me a lot, and I relate my disease and mood swings to this song that I am currently working on. Corcovado.

There is a phrase in the song "A bitter tragic joke has found with you..."

Indeed...a bitter tragic joke has found with me...

Sometimes Medicine Doesn't Work

At times, I get hyper.

I am advised not to get angry.

If I do, it would be a total disaster, the medication will not work at all.

My hormones will triumph over the medication.

Whenever I am hyper, there is no more common sense.

Do not talk about sensible, because there is no such thing when I am hyper.

I am saying this now, as at this moment, I am pretty much under control, and there is some sense in me :)

Discovery of Hyperthyroidism

I have got this like a few months back.

I try not to look back and cry myself a river. I don't see a point of doing so...

The only thing is to move on.

Should you be new to this disease called hyperthyroidism, it is a condition where the thyroid glands overproduce hormones.

Ah, and hormones run wild, it is as though having Premenstrual Syndrome (PMS) daily.

Mood swings days are aplenty. 

Dear Lord, will you help this poor child of yours?