Nails Cracked

One year and 2 months into this disease, I see myself deteriorating even more on a day-to-day basis.

I am very stressed out from my studies, that is part of the contribution to the antibodies attacking my system like crazy, plus the sheer madness surrounding me. 

A lot of people cannot simply understand when I say, I have very quick temperament and it is very impossible for me to control it, and hence it is very much unnecessary to provoke me in any way.

I have almost a week-long insomnia, coupled with heart palpitations.

By now, I call Propranolol my very good friend.

Even propanolol is not good enough to keep that palpitation at bay.

Plus my hair is growing really fast now. So are my nails. They are easily cracked as well.

Quite unnerving isn't it?

My blog, serves as an awareness.

I hope to bring to light, what is it like to be in the shoes of a hyperthyroid patient.

I have suffered a lot, all the way from eye proptosis to the painful bulging neck, massive muscle cramps, etc.

If given a chance, I do not wish to have this disease at all. 

But life gives me lemons at the tender age of 28.

I had to make limoncello and limonata out of the lemons.

More often than not, I laughed it off when people make sinister remarks about me, I try my very best, not to rear my ugly head. 

But that backfired and it caused insomnia.

As I am writing this, I feel extremely tired. I do not know when I will fall asleep at all.

Cheerio. :)